We ended last time with the beginning of Bath Springs Raceway. As we discussed earlier, I was realizing I needed a bike better suited for this type of riding. I was also becoming more acquainted with the in's and out's of motocross. However, I wasn't picking up as fast on the husband and family thing. Still pretty naive about everything in life.
Let me first introduce you to the bike that started it all. This is a 1979 Suzuki RM400. I found this bike from a local guy in Henderson, TN. It was only a year old, and he was asking $1,000.00 firm. Even with the new job and money now coming in, I was no where close to having that kind of money. I decided to borrow the money, which would be my first ever Bank loan. It would be for a year, with the note coming due at the end of the year. I was so uneasy about making the loan, I even went to my bosses home and tried to get him to assure me I would have a job in a year. He seemed to misunderstand my concern, not realizing just how naive and backward I was. In spite of my fears, I made the loan and bought the bike. It was an amazing bike, and it was the beginning course for the next decade.
I learned how to borrow money, which turned into a new bike every year for the next several years. In 1981, I purchased this new Suzuki RM465 to do the same thing in 1982 with another new RM465. These bikes were again awesome, I loved racing them. The power was smooth all the way through the RPM range, they handled very well right out of the crate and able to compete with any of the other brands. We loaded up every weekend and traveled somewhere to race. We would go to a number of tracks here in TN, but also in Mississippi, Alabama, Kentucky, Missouri, Arkansas, Louisiana. Not only were our weekends spent racing, I would take vacation days to extend the weekends to be able to travel and race at larger events. Some tracks would hold two days of racing on both Saturday and Sunday. During this time, Wesley would be dragged along with us or left with someone over the weekend.
This is an actual picture of me on the 1983 RM500 Suzuki. It was my all-time favorite bike from those years. The picture was taken at Allsbad motorsport, a track in Ripely, TN. It was basically the same as the previous RM465's but had been punched out to a full 500cc for 1983. It truly was an awesome bike, and they are now considered a top collector's choice if you can find one. This would be my best year to this point, both in racing and life in general.
Things would begin to change in 1984 and would mark the beginning of some difficult times. Life is like that, but 1983 was so good and so much fun, the idea that things could change did not even enter my mind. We tend to live life "in" the moment, not realizing how quickly things can change, both for the better or worse.
There was a Church of Christ Church on the way to the track, and we would stop and go to church there when racing here. The Church people started calling us their motorcycle friends. This may have looked pious, but there was really no commitment to anything really but racing. Visiting churches like that eased my conscience, I guess, made me feel better about myself. That's all Church attendance is about to many people anyway, just to make them feel better about themselves. At this age in my life, it seemed difficult for me to understand how priorities should govern our lives. I did have responsibilities at our local church, I did feel a regret or shame for not fulfilling them. But I enjoyed racing, and that completely consumed the Weekend. There was a conflict which I could not reconcile. There is no inherit sin in racing on Sunday, but it was more than that. It was something inside me, in James 4:17 we read, "Therefore to him that knows to do good, and does it not, to him it is sin." In Mark 10:21 Jesus tells the rich young ruler, "21, Then Jesus beholding him loved him, and said to him, One thing you lack: go your way, sell whatever you have, and give to the poor, and you shall have treasure in heaven: and come, take up the cross, and follow me." There was no inherit sin in having wealth, but the sin lie in the place it held in the young man's heart. I suspect therein lie the conflict I was feeling, not so much the racing, but the place it was occupying in my heart. We have to watch our hearts, they are deceitful and betray us in a moment. Priorities are important, and we need to think them out and put them in the right order. This is not always easy, it's not always the fun way, but it is always the best way. It is a way to make sure your feet are firmly planted and will lay the foundation for a good life. We'll end with that for now, and begin next time with 1984. Thanks for letting me remember and tell the story.
God bless,
Papa David